Wednesday, December 25, 2013

The heart does not lie

I can pretend when u are gone
But when you are in my arms I cannot deny
I will always have feelings for you
Whether these feelings are called 'love' 
I will never know
Because in order to understand love
It has to be both ways

Friday, December 13, 2013

Graphic Design

Fun times in Graphic Design:D
Theme: Hunger Games
Silhouette: Natalie Davis


Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Damaged memories

We were never really that close.  So why does it hurt so much to think about the moments we had together.  Why does it cut so deep to hear your voice?  Why am I drawn to reach out to you, knowing that all I will receive are more burns.  I push the memories deep into the realm where they can only surface in my dreams.  Haunted.  I do not dare speak about how I miss you, because I  don't want to miss something so dysfunctional.  So I will turn off my emotions.  All you will ever be is a memory, that in time will fade and lose value like a damaged photograph.  I hope that in years to come, I will smile back on the picture and only remember the happier moments.  I hope the pain will disappear as distance pulls us further and further apart.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

The girl with Glasses

The girl who walks with her head down, she is the girl who carries the weight of the world on her shoulders.  She hides behind her lenses like there are walls that have been built to protect her.  She is guarded, her walls run internal, they stand firm in front of her heart and keep her captive as a prisoner.  But she is strong, she does not know her ability to conquer, and she keeps herself from exploring new opportunities by hiding behind her walls.  She doesn't want the world to see her for who she truly is.  Beautiful.  She has been blinded by pain that has accumulated over the years, forcing her to construct her walls.  The pain is the cement that has hardened her heart, and once that cement is removed, her heart will be raw and light.  But the girl with glasses cannot see past the pain, she can not see that love is worth the heart ache, that there are some people who can be trusted with your most sacred feelings.  She will be safe behind her walls, but she will be condemned to a life where she is alone.